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we all fall from trees 01 by *cryptorchid:iconcryptorchid:


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Submitted: April 29
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We All Fall From Trees. In real life, this is a fine art Book.

proposal: I’ve been slowly exploring my personal history through my projects for some time. I had intended to present a visual documentation of thoughts and experience, but I realized that it demanded context. I had rough sketches of a different piece, an examination of my family, I had been adding to for three years. I felt it was time to complete that project.
Like anyone, my upbringing had a huge impact on my development as an individual apart from my relatives. As the youngest of three girls but with a unique childhood experience, I’ve found myself as unlikely matriarch after placing both my mother and grandmother in nursing homes as their power of attorney. I’ve become the holder of documents and the keeper of secrets. Over the years I’ve felt the burden of my position begin to weigh on me, and the fear of what I could become start to chip away at me.
We All Fall From Trees is the story of my grandfather, mother and myself. All of us deeply flawed and afflicted with mental illness; the words and images express our history and ultimately my fear of becoming more of them and less of myself.
Using images culled from the refuse of my former home, re-photographed documents and my own photographs, I’ve created a visual chronology of these branches of my family tree. I’ve known this history, I’ve been a part of it, and I’ve been responsible for keeping it a secret. These are no longer events I wish to gloss over, or experiences I want to compartmentalize.
The title of the series suggests the knowledge that while mine is not the only story of family, abnormal or otherwise, that the book itself if my way of coming to terms with this history.


statement:
Rot or decay is the decomposition, breakdown, and destruction of matter.
It is a continuing process.
As long as a tree is growing vigorously, rot will be confined to a small central core. This is called compartmentalization.

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*CameraDude:iconCameraDude: Apr 29, 2008, 9:50:45 PM
You are brilliant. I really admire and am very inspired by the incredible thought process that goes behind your work. Love the fact that this series is so personal. I'm sure it looked fantastic in a book. Great work
~spsa:iconspsa: Apr 30, 2008, 2:37:49 AM
i'm short on words. this series has something universal about it, because we all have our familiy intimacies more or less grave that we seem to be digesting all our lives. thanks for sharing.
~Cascianca:iconCascianca: Apr 30, 2008, 5:00:04 AM
I love your concepts and how you develop them so honestly from your thoughts and feelings. I love this book too, it is wonderful, beautiful and raw. It seems you've really expressed and come to terms (not sure if that's the right way to say it) or come to accept your family. More than most people can do! Well done, and thank you for sharing. :hug:
=kajnova:iconkajnova: May 1, 2008, 4:23:27 AM
this serie moved something inside me, deeply.
I can't find the words to express my feelings.

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:heart: ~evicaro

Lara :alphaosiris:
*DriesI:iconDriesI: May 1, 2008, 5:42:03 AM
Very impressive how you can channel your thoughts and emotions into your art.
I am somewhat intimidated by these very open, direct and intimately personal works.
=mrcup:iconmrcup: May 1, 2008, 6:31:36 AM
I could not make a comment which would adequately communicate my... (see here we go. I cant even think of the word).

So I will just say, I like it, muchly.

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"This is my timey-wimey detector. It goes ding when there's stuff." the Dr.
~artistmonkey:iconartistmonkey: 6 days 3 hours ago
you are amazing. this series is really awesome. so awesome that my adjectives are limited to "amazing" and "awesome", so i'm sorry for that.

so moving and brutal and honest and ... i don't even know what else. ah. love. :heart: